I wanted to give you guys a quick update on life and beg you all for prayers (I feel so selfish that I am always begging for prayers).
To make a long and very complicated story a little bit shorter, our adoption with little man is in jeopardy.
Basically, the details of who his birth mother actually is (name, age, everything) have just emerged in the last few weeks and have caused upheaval with the entire case.
The baby and I have been living with friends in the state of his birth, waiting on answers from the court, since the beginning of July. There have already been two hearings in the case, both of which didn't get us any closer to heading home, and we are now awaiting a third hearing at the end of this month. The thing that breaks my heart is that they want to take the baby from us and place him in foster care - the mother isn't even allowed to have the baby.
I have not put my son to sleep in his crib at our home, been able to bring him to Mass with my husband at our home parish, or even bring him to a meal with our families - it has been the longest and hardest two months of my life. My husband has been flying in to see us every weekend and has now been able to stay with me the last two weeks and work remotely (thank God for understanding bosses!).
You know, getting the unexpected call about this precious baby months ago, we entered into this journey with our new family motto :"If God calls, we go. Regardless of the outcome". I will be the first to admit that the outcome seemed so much easier at that time, but I am still resolved to live this out.
This baby has been the most precious gift that God has given my husband and I. While it has been incredibly difficult to be so far from family and friends, during what should be the most joyful time of my life, it has still been such a gift - I have no other word to describe it. This is has been such a messy and scary time for us, but my word, has it been beautiful.
So, if you have a few prayers to spare, would you please storm heaven with us? That God's will be done in this situation (I obviously hope God's will is our will, but ultimately I really just want God's will).
Thank you all so very much and I promise to keep you all posted.
"Listen, all of Judah! The LORD says to you: 'Do not fear or lose heart at the sight of this vast multitude, for the battle is not yours but God's." ~ 2 Chronicles 20:15





























