D- Day

Tomorrow is my surgery with Dr. H.

After nine months of saving, slaving, and praying, we are finally here. I am all excitement, no fear (ok...maybe a little...but I will live). It isn't the type of nine-month waiting I would like, but I know it is the next stop to get me there.

I spent last week going through Phase I of the Cr.MS Practitioner program, so I had no time to think about how very close I was to making it to this goal. On Sunday, after that week was over and I had a second to breathe, I couldn't help but choke up- over and over. Finally. We are here.

I am so incredibly grateful for all of the prayers, support, and encouragement this community has given me. I know that I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you all. Please know that I will be offering up any pain or fear for all of you - especially for those women who are trying desperately to find good doctors to help them.

I am praying that tomorrow is the first day of a new, exciting chapter of our lives. A chapter in which are hearts are bursting with happiness and not breaking with heartache. One in which our mourning is turned into dancing, and our sorrow into joy.

If you have a prayer or two to spare tomorrow, I would be most grateful.